I spent most of today in bed.\u00c2\u00a0 Total fatigue.\u00c2\u00a0 I lost my appetite too.\u00c2\u00a0 I guess that will mark the beginning of the chemo negative 15.\u00c2\u00a0 Which is the opposite of the freshman 15.<\/p>\n
I weighed in at 201.5 this week.\u00c2\u00a0 I haven’t crossed 200 since I was a ski racer (2nd mention in less than a week!) and then it was all muscle.\u00c2\u00a0 Right now, it is *not* all muscle.\u00c2\u00a0 LOL.\u00c2\u00a0 It is the result of lying in bed for 6 weeks recovering from surgeries.<\/p>\n
And it is also the constipation.\u00c2\u00a0 All these drugs they give you stop up the tubes.\u00c2\u00a0 Lets just say I’m full of shit right now…<\/p>\n
I was lying in my parents glass room as the sun went down listening to Bach’s Cello Suite, regretting that I didn’t even want chocolate, and realized what I really wanted was a milkshake.\u00c2\u00a0 So off we go to Ben and Jerry’s. Maybe I’ll even get some pleasure out of this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I spent most of today in bed.\u00c2\u00a0 Total fatigue.\u00c2\u00a0 I lost my appetite too.\u00c2\u00a0 I guess that will mark the beginning of the chemo negative 15.\u00c2\u00a0 Which is the opposite of the freshman 15. I weighed in at 201.5 this week.\u00c2\u00a0 I haven’t crossed 200 since I was a ski racer (2nd mention in less … Continue reading Weekend 1, in bed<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[35,10,25,13,15,29],"class_list":["post-17","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-update","tag-appetite","tag-chemo","tag-fatigue","tag-side-effects","tag-sleep","tag-tired"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}