On Mar 15, 2009, at 12:27 PM, PD wrote:<\/p>\n
i think b\/c your studio work seems productive i assumed that you were feeling better. but i know you well enough to know that i might have been off on that assumption.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Yeah, duh! Of course it is all a front. It is all a way of me thinking that I am okay. Studio production is up, therefore I must be okay. Both telling the outside world, and telling myself. If I keep acting like I am fine I will be fine. (Lie.)<\/p>\n
But these last two months have been really hard. And i’ve worn myself down.<\/p>\n
And I’m pretty much going to spend the day in bed today. sick to my stomach. exhausted. my skin is falling apart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
On Mar 15, 2009, at 12:27 PM, PD wrote: i think b\/c your studio work seems productive i assumed that you were feeling better. but i know you well enough to know that i might have been off on that assumption. Yeah, duh! Of course it is all a front. It is all a way … Continue reading It is all a front<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[27,14,22,18],"class_list":["post-267","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-update","tag-friends","tag-sick","tag-telling-people","tag-the-fight"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=267"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":269,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267\/revisions\/269"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=267"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=267"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=267"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}