sorry to scare some of you by writing a dramatic post, and then going off the air.\u00c2\u00a0 i’m okay.\u00c2\u00a0 just been laying low this past week.<\/p>\n
i spent a lot of energy explaining my current situation to all of the people around me.\u00c2\u00a0 friends, colleagues, collaborators.<\/p>\n
finished week 12.\u00c2\u00a0 11 weeks left.<\/p>\n
feeling like i might be getting sick, so trying to lay low.<\/p>\n
oh, and my psychiatrist gave me new meds.\u00c2\u00a0 i’m officially on anti-psychotics.\u00c2\u00a0 seroquel<\/a>.\u00c2\u00a0 i’m only taking a baby dose of 25mg. a proper psychotic would be taking 600mgs.\u00c2\u00a0 i guess i’m not a proper psychotic yet.<\/p>\n damn, i can’t wait for this to be over<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" sorry to scare some of you by writing a dramatic post, and then going off the air.\u00c2\u00a0 i’m okay.\u00c2\u00a0 just been laying low this past week. i spent a lot of energy explaining my current situation to all of the people around me.\u00c2\u00a0 friends, colleagues, collaborators. finished week 12.\u00c2\u00a0 11 weeks left. feeling like i … Continue reading im ok<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[64],"class_list":["post-336","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-update","tag-light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/336","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=336"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/336\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":338,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/336\/revisions\/338"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=336"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=336"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melanarrative.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=336"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}