I just broke my iPod, and found out that my mileage accounts have been cleared out on a technicality, all within 60 minutes…
At first the iPod breaking didn’t phase me. Am I that meditative? Am I that drugged up?
It is just an object. There is no data lost. The screen is cracked, but I can still navigate and retrieve what little data is on there.
Then I started to feel bad. Defeated, or something. I sat down to make a plane ticket to Portland for July for my last month of IFN injection. O and I are going to PDX for a better climate for my last month of injections. If all goes well and I don’t have to have any breaks (cross my fingers) I will be done on Thursday July 23rd.
In two weeks, I will have four months before I go to Portland. Somehow going to Portland feels okay to substitute for ‘being finished’ even though there will be another three or four weeks of injection there.
I figured that I was flexible with dates, and I had a bunch of mileage to use, so I fumbled my way through the password retrieval process, only to find out that I had *no* miles. None. All cleared out. All 104,000 miles cleared out. On a technicality of a expiration policy that i was never told about. I did the same on my United mileage account, and same story, though no love lost there, as every flight I have taken with them has been miserable, and I don’t even know if I had enough for a full ticket (with the free ticket inflation these days.)
It all sucked really badly. I felt really defeated. And overwhelmed in the face of bureaucratic logistics… is it worth all the headache of calling customer service, trying to get through to a human, and then the physical and emotional trauma of having to play the cancer card. To tell them that I have not been able to fly, so my miles were zeroed out for inactivity, and now i need my miles to finish my drug treatment. I’m getting dysesthesia in my hands as I type this, just thinking about it.
The thing is what I am really afraid of is that something might happen like this on a bigger scale. What if the dollar were to tumble so drastically, my bank account might as well be filled with Rubles? What if the City of New York is so hard pressed in debt that they drop all untenured faculty. I’ve been seeing some of this happening: My 401K from school (which I look at once a year tops) has half as much in it as when I last looked. O just got a pseudo-rejection letter from an academic job search, saying that despite a full slate of excellent candidates, they have decided to terminate their search without hire — They don’t have any money. Job searches are being canceled halfway through. I am trying to get my work into a gallery right at the worst possible time in nearly two decades. And I might be buying an apartment in my building at a moment when buyers and sellers are at a standoff over prices, with buyers refusing to pay current prices, and sellers refusing to admit that their apartments are worth 20 percent less than they were last last year. Admittedly, if I do buy the apartment, it will be at a significant ‘insider’ discount as per the byzantine NYC condo conversion guidelines.
first they take the miles and make them disappear. then they take the dollars and turn them into rubles, and back again. I should rereread Master and the Marguerita soon
I was told in a GSA (grad student association) meeting a few weeks ago that the school had been canceling job searches. I can’t remember how many of them. There have also been midterm cuts up the wazoo. My department seems to have kept on with its two hiring processes and has initially accepted the standard ~15 people though. Dunno.
I’m sorry to hear about the mileage. I’m not sure what’s happened to mine. I can’t tell if mine expired as well or if I used them… I fail at money worse than… yeah…
I have miles I would be happy to transfer to you for the ticket- I think I have around 40k. They are yours if you want them- email me.
As for the jobs/money/etc I have been laying awake at night worrying myself about the situation and the fact my commissions have gone down to zero doesn’t help. I am really scared for this year but trying not to worry but just not thinking about it- at all.
ahhh denial.
ya know…i think it’s worth calling them about the miles. i’d even do it for you if i could conceivably pass as someone with your name. you have a really valid reason for not using your miles.
probably mine have expired too! although i tend to use them for family emergency crap, funerals, caretaking, etc…
i hope you make it to portland! & that our accts are not flooded w/ rubles!
my mom is going to call and try to boss them into giving me my miles back.