i crashed at 630PM, and just woke up at 9PM. i’m walking that foggy line between re-energized and still blurry and numb; not being able to sleep immediately, but afraid of staying up all night now. gonna turn to the drugs.
Week 30 of self injection complete. 34/52 weeks complete. 18 weeks go go. I’m 2/3 of the way.
These are the lesions on the sides of my mouth. I have one on each side. Right about where my teeth meet. I also have two on my tongue. All of these are at least 1 cm in length. Raw. And painful.
As if the nausea wasn’t hard enough, it actually hurts badly to put anything in my mouth. Even water hurts.
In honor of your last few post I did a tarot reading for you and I thought the card I pulled for you might be helpful for you to see.
I really don’t know what to say to you sometimes, because you are so much like me- I feel like I am giving myself advice which, lets be honest, I never listen to – esp. when it comes from myself.. I am too busy trying not to fall behind whatever self imposed deadlines I made for myself.
hope you’re feeling a bit more rested (but that doesn’t mean you should get out of bed)
mantra: no no no..