Less than 24 hrs

My last injection is in 21 hours.

I shouldn’t feel the side effects lift for at least 24 to 48 hours after the injection, but today felt a lot easier than the previous few weeks. I woke up feeling good, I had a kind-of-big meeting during the day (I haven’t had a meeting in weeks, if not months). Maybe I just had a good day.

But I feel how close the end is. That sounds super cliche and kind of sentimental. But I think that my mind has taken over, and knows it is going to be released from this cycle of… (think of non-cliche word for pain and suffering and fail…) …pain and suffering and it is kicking in the endorphins, or whatever, to get me through the last tiny little bit.

Tomorrow we are going to have a few people over for pizza, i’m going to do my last injection, and then we are going to pop some champagne to celebrate.

I am going to go to sleep, and wake up to the rest of my life. That sounds cliche, and maybe even ominous, but I’ve been waiting for this for 18 months now.

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I am 30 year old Brooklynite who was diagnosed with Stage III Melanoma in February 2008. I started this blog after the first day of high dose Interferon chemotherapy in June 2008.

2 thoughts on “Less than 24 hrs”

  1. I think I would of cried as the last one went in. MAJORLY AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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