The last 48 hrs have been pretty rough. I woke up Tuesday feeling like had done a really hard workout, then drank the better part of a 12 pack. My whole body ached, I had a pounding headache, i was nauseous, and I felt like it was all going to get worse if I moved. But I moved. I got up. I slowly felt a little better. But the headache never went away (despite some Codeine), and the chills and fevers came back in the evening. I did manage to sleep last night, but again, woke up feeling like crap. I felt better mid day. This evening I’m panicking about the injection I have to give myself. I’m scared. I spent an hour on a park bench wearing my ice vest alternately trying to meditate and succeeding in crying.